SUPERGIRL

2010-02-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

yes ah ! as you can see , my blog is dying . inside me i feel guilt building up , not updating this blog of mine . haha , let's just start with a simple thing first okay . life have been quite hard for me fr the first month and kinda easy fr the second month .

to the someone : sorry fr rejecting you , cause i have my own reasons to it . no matter what , i'll love you as my friend and a brother . loves anai-anai .

been pract-ing fr breakout comp this 7march . do come down and support 3OT aye ;

date ; 7march

time ; to be confirm .

venue ; novena square .

2009-12-06T04:27:00.000-08:00

sorry fr not updating this blog . i have no choice but to update , thanks to dearest friends who keep on asking me to update . currently waiting fr abang khalis or abang jon to text me the results for DCOH . i heard that SFB won 1st , FNC won 3nd , betul ke ? so , jyeah , text me fast lerr , i wanna know . kay , i'm going to list down all the things i have done fr the past few days .

thursday- when to rp with 3OT with the intention to chill and watch fhunkie pract fr DCOH . end up , we dance , and most of us didn't bring extra clothing . kental . what more , my blouse is dirty thanks to kimmy baby . but lucky , ayim have extra t-shirt , so he lend it to me . thanks ayira blinkblink . then , bid goodbye and goodluck to fhunkie , hugs then when home .

friday- text kakz early in the morning before she left singapore . awww , touchingnya wawa . diam lah . 1pm when out of the house , to meet th rest before we had pract . oh , we're having pract fr every fri and sat . we'll not be joining any comp or show until the end of dec , i think . so jyeah . learn choreo frm ayim , his choreo , swear tiring but , awesome . haha , i like ey ayim . and ya , learn baby by me , zul's choreo , cool . crap with bbygirls maha alot . if i say this , they so going to say its true . "hug frm the back and we're missing them already" :D when home at 9+ .

saturday- came pract late , i was having some gathering thingy at pasir ris . ate some food before i have to leave . cause i just follow ibu and , seriously , i felt that 168 journey to woodland is much more futher then 161 but the timing is the same , weirdweird . kay , then learn falling out choreo plus continue learning baby by me . yes , i manage to learn both . happy .

sunday- went to cp to ate at ljs with family but w/o bro , as he went out with wan bro fr session . then , went to m1 , bought ibu a new phone . then , buy some stuff before we head home . so now , just blogging and yeah , my msn is freakingly finding fault with me . grrrrr , wth siaaaa . ebuddy ah , apa lagi ? but kental ah . haha , sorry to those who use ebuddy . okay . abang khalis texted me , congrats to SFB and FNC ! haha , idk the second one . haha , baik wawa . whatever it is , f.i.s , did an awesome job and luvv .

monday- when to tamp with parents and anggrainy . i'm sorry clique i can't follow yguys again . i'll make it all up to yguys , i promise . i so miss bestf right now . when to meet bro , wan bro , z , don at bugis . follow them go around to find their stuff , just get their pay what . if not , they won't be bothering to ask me out . correct abang-abang lychee ? so , when home around 11plus . took cab home frm wan bro's crib . thanks fr the ride aye don . alright . i feel better hanging out with my bro . cause , they're the one who are there to help me out or listen to me . esp , wan bro . haha . you know too much ah ey . *baik fresh sia* then , talk to bro before sleeping . then yes , asleep . haha . suddenly , i receive a text . maaaaan ! bitch you siaaaa . kay , so need a babygirls talk , pleaseeeeeeee *scream out loud*

tuesday- will be gg pract later . to teach dinie bby the new choreo . will be meeting mira bby and ayira blinkblink . whooo . kay , so need an outing with twin and haz lorrrr . rindu and balqis also . plus fatin and and nazmi . i miss all . so how ? meet okay . M.U.S.T !

not related ;

one have to remember that every failure can be a stepping stone to something better .

and so , i will use this quote to make myself move one in life . so much in my mind , so little time to look at it in details . i should just seal it and burn it , no use of thinking about something is not worth it . and bbygirls , idk why i'm stuck thinking abt that person . he's already someone's from long time ago siaaaaa . haha , totot punya pun ey . what will be the solution fr that problem . let's all move on , leaving the past behind . don't let the past haunts us . and , bestf , i need to talk alot of stuff to you . its been so long . okay , i'm gg to call you asap . ly bestf , bbygirls .

2009-11-05T01:57:00.000-08:00

goodbye october ,

hello november .

i hope things will be good during this month as my october is a bad one . i'm moving on now . i understand why such things are happening to me . all those memories , i'm burning it away . leaving the ashes to fly away . i don't want to have a backward glance of what had happen to me . i'm learning to accept what have happen and at the same time , to let go . its to much fr me to bare . i should know better . luvv does't work fr me , not just yet . i don't want to live in a world of sorrowness . i don't want to lose my temper easily . i don't want to hurt myself when i'm frustrated . i'm over and done with it ! all i want to do now is just fly away frm here fr a moment , or the rest of my life . i've make my decision , i will think about all this when i'm there . no sweat , i'll be extremly happier there . seriously , no lies . i have enough . i wanna go to the top of the mountain when i'm there . i want to smell the fresh air , i want to shout my lungs out . i want to let it all out there . i've done what are needed to be done here . its just today that i realise all this . maybe today is the day where god open my heart and clear my mind . thank god . he heared my prayers . i'm not stating that i'm religious here . its just the way it is . you got to believe that god is always there fr you . at the same time , i want to thank bestf , twin and wan bro fr understanding me . eventhou you don't know what's happening .

"now i couldn't care , about who , what or where , we're through ."

2009-10-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

seharusnya , aku rasa takut bila aku harus manjat dinding itu . tapi , entah kenapa , aku enggak merasakan rasa takut yang selalu ada dalam diri aku . melihat kamu duduk di tepi pintu kamar mandi itu , sambil menangis tersedu hanya membuat aku lebih rasa semangat . aku terdiam , aku ngak tahu sama ada aku harus ikut nangis atau diam aja . saat kamu memeluk aku , aku dapat baca apa yang kamu pikirkan , tentunya , kamu masih cinta dia . dan ngak mau melepaskan-ya . aku keliru , aku coba menyusun perkataan yang ada di minda aku . tapi , ternyata aku gagal untuk membuat kamu berhenti menangis . kalau ini bukan kerana dia . ngak mungkin ini semua akan terjadi . kenapa sih ? kenapa dia sanggup melakukan semua ini hanya ingin mendapati perhatian ? adakah dia tahu ini udah memudaratkan mereka berdua ? jika , dia mengambil mereka berdua sebagai teman akrab , ngak mungkin dia lakuin ini semua . kenapa sih dia ngak mikir sebelum melakukan-ya ? kasihan ama mereka dong ? kamu masih ada hati kan ? kamu ngak mikir atau bayangin jika ini semua terjadi pada diri kamu ? pastinya kamu rasa sedih , hampa , kamu rasa seperti ini lah saat terakhir kamu bernafas . aku ngak shock banget kok , saat aku tahu , kamu yang lakuin-nya . mau tahu kenapa ? ya , terjelas aja , ini bukan yang pertama kalinya ! ternyata , kamu ngak seperti apa yang kamu katakan , beza banget ama apa yang aku pikirkan . sampai hati sih kamu ? emang , kamu ngak tahu jaga hati dan perasaan teman sendiri ? kamu ingat ngak sih , siapakah yang sedia mengambil kamu sebagai teman apabila yang lain tidak menghiraukan kamu ? kamu juga udah janji rasiah ini emang hanya untuk kita ber-enam , yang pada saat itu tahu keadaan teman aku . lagian juga , hal ini udah lama berlaku . kamu seharusnya tahu dong , kejadian tersebut berat banget untuk dia lupakan . aku sayang ama kamu , kamu udah kayak adik untuk aku . aku sebenarnya ngak ngerti kenapa kamu bisa sih ? saat aku tahu tentang kejadian tersebut , aku ngak tahu sama ada aku harus sedih atau marah atau gembira ? ternyata , hari ini , aku merasakan cinta bisa terputus akhibat kecorobohan sesorang . dan ada teman yang ngak bisa dipercayai ! ____ , cheer up dear .

; wise choices

2009-09-15T01:11:00.000-07:00

yellow sunflower
as sweet as the candy

seriously , i damn tired . had school till 2.50p.m as there was CRT . as per normal , CRT will come when exam periods are getting closer . scared uh . haha , i bet everyone is , even the smart one's . but , i don't mind having CRT as it benifits us . to help us do better in our exams plus making sure that our scripts doesn't have lot's of eggs , i bet yknow what i mean . after that , i went straight to cp with firzanah , this was like th first time i hang-out with her , just th both of us . actually, we were waiting fr bestf , but she was kinda late . so , i decide to search the thing myself , of course with fir help . but , sad-ly th thing wasn't around fr quite a long time . pathetic much uh . after so much of frustration due to th thing , i went home . oh ya , ofcourse with my bicycle . did i told yguys i will be riding bicycle fr the rest of the year . its not that i'm indigent to ride a bus or something . its just that i want to be environmental free . as you notice , singapore is getting hotter . if th weather is going to be much worse in times/years/days by , i'll manage to get heat stroke .

thing have change , people have change , they change as easy as the season . not one single person ever cogent me about this matter . well , alot of other matters . now tell me , why do they change ? why is the need to change ? do they change fr the good ? or they change fr the worse of them ? do they change fr love ? or they change fr other people to envy them ? do they think abt th people surrounding them when they change ? don't they miss th people around them ? or they change fr the sake of changing ? or attention ? or they change because they feel forlorn ? or they need th change in life ? are we suppose to be happy when people change ? or we're suppose to be sad ? or just accept what they're changing fr ? and they tend insensate aft they change ? i feel so choler about this poeple right now . someone , just cogent me abt this poeple . i somehow wish that life should taste as sweet as candy and as beautiful as the flowers blooming in the garden . i'm not trying to be emotinal but , its fact . but all my wishes are just plain old same wishes , but , is it possible ? yes , if you live your life to th fullest . but , life have its ups and downs . if life is so wonderful , of course life will not be a challange from god .

Life is a challenge - meet it
Life is a gift - accept it
Life is a sorrow - over come it
Life is a tregedy - face it
Life is a mystery - unfold it - unsolve it
Life is a opportunity - take it
Life is a promise - complete it
Life is a struggle - fight it
Life is a goal - achieve it
Life is love - love it
Life can be adventures - enjoy it
Life is a duty - perform it
Life is a game - out smart it
Life is a beauty - praise it
Life is life - live it - make of something good of it

; HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU {:

2009-09-10T19:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU ! may all your wishes come true . may allah give you the best of health . and may you succeed in whatever you're doing . thanks fr being there when i need you . you try to understand me and i app. that alot . you always cheer me up when i'm down . we may fight but , not that long . may you live long(amin) . be a good mother , wife and friend . i'll always pray fr you . you're the best mother i've ever got .

morning readers , today as you know , is my ibu birthday . will be going out later to celebrate . but before that i'll be having dance pract . and seriously , i hate myself fr not doing any strech-ing , now i got muscle ache , only god knows , how hurt itis . at last ! i saw mira baby yesterday during pract . we got alot to catch up fr d.e and show fr sentosa . and also that hari raya show . i miss f.i.s already , cause i swear pract is boring without you guys there , right hakim and totot ?

; its all lies

2009-09-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

enough of everthing ey , i know i ever did this to you but , think , i've change ah . but you ? you think by what you're doing , you can like pay me back . in my dreams ! i bet you still don't know me right ? and , see . yold you , i prove you right . all guys are the same ! bloody mofo ! not stating that girls are angel but so far i know that my girls are great . hey , look . if you're reading this and terasa , oppps , sorry . don't bother explaining cause i hell don't care . now , see , how can survive . i know i will . i angry , seriously !

hey readers , haha , i know its been long since i update . that post up there . is fr this someone , terasa ? too bad uh . and , i want to wish Fhunkie Stylerz(f.i.s) all the best in the genting competition . they will be leaving tomorrow . sure to miss kak z alot . i won't be seeing her much at practise already uh . haha , i will usually crapzxz with her during our pract . right kak z ? haha , that g-girl . to abang isaac , abang khalis , abang jon , kak seri , kak nurul GOOD LUCK GUYS . go finals okay ? then wawa and tot will go and cheer fr yguys . kak nurul go genting pakai hot pants tau {: minah rep ! hahaha . kay , inside joke ey . that's all i want to say okay . tc , ly my .

i miss babygirl )): nazmi , kane , mira , minlost also ):
I MISS BESTF !

2009-08-15T20:33:00.000-07:00

blogger have been a suckerzxz for me late-ly . don't wish to elaborate that now . firstly , when i read abang fadh blog , i feel so , sad , down . i somehow know that he feel insecure , feel lonely . abang , if you need wawa , you can always text me or call . next , i miss totot and babygirl , alot . pleaseplease meet up soon ? thirdly , i miss kak z and abang khalis . i want to meet her/him . not to forget , i want to thank kak z fr being there for me when i need her , listening to what i have to say . i'm lucky that i have someone for now . and , abang khalis fr being there fr wawa also . advising me and stuff much app. lastly , i enjoying eating with bestf just now , and yguys better stop the nonsence , aku tak nak khawin with him siaa . sapa nak ? amira , you can take him , please . haha ! kay , i love my cliques .

yesterday , pract at rp , i miss ayim so bloddy hell much , and kane , and that mira . and mira , i'll help you , cheer up , get well . fr once , i get a choreo , idk why ? even i can't do this one part , its vvvvv irratating , i can't get it . i feel like so stupid cause that step is simple and ya . and to that someone , i'm afraid that i hurt you . i'm sorry , i'm not ready . i don't want to be in relationship . i'm afraid of love , i hate love , sorry if in a way wawa dissapoint you or something ? you're a fuxcking good guy and hey , you deserve someone better . don't let people bully your kindness horr .once again , sorry .

i'm having mucle ache , someone help me ? anyone ? gosh , someone can just urut aku tak ? its vvv painful . i can't turn my head to the right , i mean can turn but i feel like the veins is gg to putus . and my shoulder is so tense . neck and shoulder muscle is so hard , my leg is hurting , i can't even walk properly . thanks to myself . who ask me to pract without doing stretching ? serve you right (!) my wings are hurting seriously . i'm putting deep heat and its too hot that i'm sweating now . anyway , i feel happy that i clean up my room and i wash my shoe , polish kak z shoe and i spray protection to her shoe so that the dirt will be easily remove , next time . i make the 'diamonds' on her shoe shine like a brand new one and it smells great . i could just sleep with it later , haha . merepek ah kau wawa .

people , i want to migrate . i want to go back to indo . can i ?

eventually , you never know why .

2009-07-31T05:45:00.000-07:00

i've been lying in the bed fr the past two days , i don't blame NDP school training fr my sickness its just that , i'm tired . that's all . being suspected fr h1n1 is not a good thing , it worries me and my parents . when i was in bed , i did alot of thinking . i was thinking , imagine if i wasn't schooling . its such a bore fr having a long mc , seriously . i want to be pink in health . ya allah , keep me away frm sickness . amin

i was eating my chicken soup , i was thinking , what i did was wrong , i might hurt someone relationship . abang _____ , much apology . i was suppose to help , but i did different thing , even thou he said , lupakan jek lah wawa . but yet still . is this what i wanted todo ? did i do it on purpose ? or just being dump ? my choice is just being dump , abang said your shocked with my thinking , and i said , i was too in that night conversation when the both of us were sick . but now , it prove to be wrong . whats wrong with me ? when can i grow up ? help me someone , just help . i'm drowning in my sorrows . i act like one happy girl but deep deep inside , i'm sad , sometimes , i just burst out and keep on mentioning i'm sad , rewind time and you'll notice , no one care . only a handful , i'm not needing attention , but i need someone , to tell me , "hey , wawa , smile , cause , that's the only way to make you happy ." anyone ? or maybe encouragement of words ? i'm waiting fr the time when i'm free from problems . living happy-ly with my dearest family , crew .

dearest besf , imy , call me , text me asap (!)

"when you feel like giving up , remember why you held on for so long in the first place ."

2009-07-26T05:54:00.000-07:00

1st

zoom in and see closer ^^
fresh fix

sibblings ey abang khalis .

zairi and abang fadh

abang isaac

couple {:

izzy and izzy jr

cute ke sabby ?

congratzxz to Fresh Fix for getting in 3rd , Fantastic Remix 2nd and last but not least , Fhunkie Stylers clinching in 1st . everyone of the performer were awesome . UDC , yguys did great . peanut , you did great too . alot were happening , meet up with mira bby and totot bby before gg there , wanted to walk around town but i was late , sorry girls . kay , then , i wanted to walk at cineleisure but then , no time maaaaan ! then , rush to YP(youth park) to meet them , saw kak z , i miss her alotalot . then , hugged the rest . heh , got kimmy baby and also abang isaac , rinduu sama abang . but babygirl and ayim and kane not there , bestf pun . rinduuu banget ! let's not talk much , keep the picture rolling :

2009-07-20T04:48:00.000-07:00

abang fadh loves & mira baby

girls {:
sibblings ke ? haha

abang isaac

kimmy's wife

haha , i feel weird thou fr not updating my blog this few days . alot of things happen during the saturday . let's get it listed down okay .

saturday; when to DG to meet totot and i waited half and hour for her to finish her work and then rush off to esp as we are gg to suntect to watch a performance , and our 'dearest' president is there . mahaaaa kecoooh lorr kita . misses 30T alot and faizah . too bad kane is not there , and sorry to mira baby . then , we entered the so call theatre and we make a lot of noise and infront of 30T row were orang-orang tua lerr . then , i told khuz , i scared when we shout then they die or heart attack how ? haha , and i meet new friends , but idk their name , aku kan pandai . kay , shut up . we took alot of picture and i will only upload some especialy the kimmy babys wife . hahaha . my kimmy baby have five wife and i'm the first . cool ? haha , next is yanie babygirl then mira baby , then faizah sayang and totot dearest . she feelingfeeling muda . kan tot kan ? haha , someone's birthday's coming . reminder guys {: oh ya , being dumb fr a moment . kak siti , abang isaac , abang khalis f.i.s , wan b-boy , kimmy and abang fadh were the one who perform . and abang fadh , very matrep sey . ey ey , haha . abang abang remember thing " i likeeeee " yknow , i know {smile wide-ly}

today , this group of boys , frm (______) school all mats ey , and they know me by my brother . omg lah , me and twin dah like , hintting each other and at last she go down and seat below . scarry guys , ask fr my number , eeeeee . when i was in primary school their perangai vvv pathetic , then now nak my number , think twice . haha , some i know . yes , i am the wawa supergirl . haha , weird poeple , esp the mrt guy , i told twin about it and she laugh all out ey . gaaaah , i miss my one in a million , nazmi baby .