goodbye october ,
hello november .
i hope things will be good during this month as my october is a bad one . i'm moving on now . i understand why such things are happening to me . all those memories , i'm burning it away . leaving the ashes to fly away . i don't want to have a backward glance of what had happen to me . i'm learning to accept what have happen and at the same time , to let go . its to much fr me to bare . i should know better . luvv does't work fr me , not just yet . i don't want to live in a world of sorrowness . i don't want to lose my temper easily . i don't want to hurt myself when i'm frustrated . i'm over and done with it ! all i want to do now is just fly away frm here fr a moment , or the rest of my life . i've make my decision , i will think about all this when i'm there . no sweat , i'll be extremly happier there . seriously , no lies . i have enough . i wanna go to the top of the mountain when i'm there . i want to smell the fresh air , i want to shout my lungs out . i want to let it all out there . i've done what are needed to be done here . its just today that i realise all this . maybe today is the day where god open my heart and clear my mind . thank god . he heared my prayers . i'm not stating that i'm religious here . its just the way it is . you got to believe that god is always there fr you . at the same time , i want to thank bestf , twin and wan bro fr understanding me . eventhou you don't know what's happening .
"now i couldn't care , about who , what or where , we're through ."
Labels: ; without you, i'm okay .
