blogger have been a suckerzxz for me late-ly . don't wish to elaborate that now . firstly , when i read abang fadh blog , i feel so , sad , down . i somehow know that he feel insecure , feel lonely . abang , if you need wawa , you can always text me or call . next , i miss totot and babygirl , alot . pleaseplease meet up soon ? thirdly , i miss kak z and abang khalis . i want to meet her/him . not to forget , i want to thank kak z fr being there for me when i need her , listening to what i have to say . i'm lucky that i have someone for now . and , abang khalis fr being there fr wawa also . advising me and stuff much app. lastly , i enjoying eating with bestf just now , and yguys better stop the nonsence , aku tak nak khawin with him siaa . sapa nak ? amira , you can take him , please . haha ! kay , i love my cliques .
yesterday , pract at rp , i miss ayim so bloddy hell much , and kane , and that mira . and mira , i'll help you , cheer up , get well . fr once , i get a choreo , idk why ? even i can't do this one part , its vvvvv irratating , i can't get it . i feel like so stupid cause that step is simple and ya . and to that someone , i'm afraid that i hurt you . i'm sorry , i'm not ready . i don't want to be in relationship . i'm afraid of love , i hate love , sorry if in a way wawa dissapoint you or something ? you're a fuxcking good guy and hey , you deserve someone better . don't let people bully your kindness horr .once again , sorry .
i'm having mucle ache , someone help me ? anyone ? gosh , someone can just urut aku tak ? its vvv painful . i can't turn my head to the right , i mean can turn but i feel like the veins is gg to putus . and my shoulder is so tense . neck and shoulder muscle is so hard , my leg is hurting , i can't even walk properly . thanks to myself . who ask me to pract without doing stretching ? serve you right (!) my wings are hurting seriously . i'm putting deep heat and its too hot that i'm sweating now . anyway , i feel happy that i clean up my room and i wash my shoe , polish kak z shoe and i spray protection to her shoe so that the dirt will be easily remove , next time . i make the 'diamonds' on her shoe shine like a brand new one and it smells great . i could just sleep with it later , haha . merepek ah kau wawa .
people , i want to migrate . i want to go back to indo . can i ?
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