yes ah ! as you can see , my blog is dying . inside me i feel guilt building up , not updating this blog of mine . haha , let's just start with a simple thing first okay . life have been quite hard for me fr the first month and kinda easy fr the second month .
to the someone : sorry fr rejecting you , cause i have my own reasons to it . no matter what , i'll love you as my friend and a brother . loves anai-anai .
been pract-ing fr breakout comp this 7march . do come down and support 3OT aye ;
date ; 7march
time ; to be confirm .
venue ; novena square .
Labels: ; love you baby
sorry fr not updating this blog . i have no choice but to update , thanks to dearest friends who keep on asking me to update . currently waiting fr abang khalis or abang jon to text me the results for DCOH . i heard that SFB won 1st , FNC won 3nd , betul ke ? so , jyeah , text me fast lerr , i wanna know . kay , i'm going to list down all the things i have done fr the past few days .
thursday- when to rp with 3OT with the intention to chill and watch fhunkie pract fr DCOH . end up , we dance , and most of us didn't bring extra clothing . kental . what more , my blouse is dirty thanks to kimmy baby . but lucky , ayim have extra t-shirt , so he lend it to me . thanks ayira blinkblink . then , bid goodbye and goodluck to fhunkie , hugs then when home .
friday- text kakz early in the morning before she left singapore . awww , touchingnya wawa . diam lah . 1pm when out of the house , to meet th rest before we had pract . oh , we're having pract fr every fri and sat . we'll not be joining any comp or show until the end of dec , i think . so jyeah . learn choreo frm ayim , his choreo , swear tiring but , awesome . haha , i like ey ayim . and ya , learn baby by me , zul's choreo , cool . crap with bbygirls maha alot . if i say this , they so going to say its true . "hug frm the back and we're missing them already" :D when home at 9+ .
saturday- came pract late , i was having some gathering thingy at pasir ris . ate some food before i have to leave . cause i just follow ibu and , seriously , i felt that 168 journey to woodland is much more futher then 161 but the timing is the same , weirdweird . kay , then learn falling out choreo plus continue learning baby by me . yes , i manage to learn both . happy .
sunday- went to cp to ate at ljs with family but w/o bro , as he went out with wan bro fr session . then , went to m1 , bought ibu a new phone . then , buy some stuff before we head home . so now , just blogging and yeah , my msn is freakingly finding fault with me . grrrrr , wth siaaaa . ebuddy ah , apa lagi ? but kental ah . haha , sorry to those who use ebuddy . okay . abang khalis texted me , congrats to SFB and FNC ! haha , idk the second one . haha , baik wawa . whatever it is , f.i.s , did an awesome job and luvv .
monday- when to tamp with parents and anggrainy . i'm sorry clique i can't follow yguys again . i'll make it all up to yguys , i promise . i so miss bestf right now . when to meet bro , wan bro , z , don at bugis . follow them go around to find their stuff , just get their pay what . if not , they won't be bothering to ask me out . correct abang-abang lychee ? so , when home around 11plus . took cab home frm wan bro's crib . thanks fr the ride aye don . alright . i feel better hanging out with my bro . cause , they're the one who are there to help me out or listen to me . esp , wan bro . haha . you know too much ah ey . *baik fresh sia* then , talk to bro before sleeping . then yes , asleep . haha . suddenly , i receive a text . maaaaan ! bitch you siaaaa . kay , so need a babygirls talk , pleaseeeeeeee *scream out loud*
tuesday- will be gg pract later . to teach dinie bby the new choreo . will be meeting mira bby and ayira blinkblink . whooo . kay , so need an outing with twin and haz lorrrr . rindu and balqis also . plus fatin and and nazmi . i miss all . so how ? meet okay . M.U.S.T !
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one have to remember that every failure can be a stepping stone to something better .
and so , i will use this quote to make myself move one in life . so much in my mind , so little time to look at it in details . i should just seal it and burn it , no use of thinking about something is not worth it . and bbygirls , idk why i'm stuck thinking abt that person . he's already someone's from long time ago siaaaaa . haha , totot punya pun ey . what will be the solution fr that problem . let's all move on , leaving the past behind . don't let the past haunts us . and , bestf , i need to talk alot of stuff to you . its been so long . okay , i'm gg to call you asap . ly bestf , bbygirls .
goodbye october ,
hello november .
i hope things will be good during this month as my october is a bad one . i'm moving on now . i understand why such things are happening to me . all those memories , i'm burning it away . leaving the ashes to fly away . i don't want to have a backward glance of what had happen to me . i'm learning to accept what have happen and at the same time , to let go . its to much fr me to bare . i should know better . luvv does't work fr me , not just yet . i don't want to live in a world of sorrowness . i don't want to lose my temper easily . i don't want to hurt myself when i'm frustrated . i'm over and done with it ! all i want to do now is just fly away frm here fr a moment , or the rest of my life . i've make my decision , i will think about all this when i'm there . no sweat , i'll be extremly happier there . seriously , no lies . i have enough . i wanna go to the top of the mountain when i'm there . i want to smell the fresh air , i want to shout my lungs out . i want to let it all out there . i've done what are needed to be done here . its just today that i realise all this . maybe today is the day where god open my heart and clear my mind . thank god . he heared my prayers . i'm not stating that i'm religious here . its just the way it is . you got to believe that god is always there fr you . at the same time , i want to thank bestf , twin and wan bro fr understanding me . eventhou you don't know what's happening .
"now i couldn't care , about who , what or where , we're through ."
Labels: ; without you, i'm okay .
yellow sunflower
as sweet as the candyseriously , i damn tired . had school till 2.50p.m as there was CRT . as per normal , CRT will come when exam periods are getting closer . scared uh . haha , i bet everyone is , even the smart one's . but , i don't mind having CRT as it benifits us . to help us do better in our exams plus making sure that our scripts doesn't have lot's of eggs , i bet yknow what i mean . after that , i went straight to cp with firzanah , this was like th first time i hang-out with her , just th both of us . actually, we were waiting fr bestf , but she was kinda late . so , i decide to search the thing myself , of course with fir help . but , sad-ly th thing wasn't around fr quite a long time . pathetic much uh . after so much of frustration due to th thing , i went home . oh ya , ofcourse with my bicycle . did i told yguys i will be riding bicycle fr the rest of the year . its not that i'm indigent to ride a bus or something . its just that i want to be environmental free . as you notice , singapore is getting hotter . if th weather is going to be much worse in times/years/days by , i'll manage to get heat stroke . thing have change , people have change , they change as easy as the season . not one single person ever cogent me about this matter . well , alot of other matters . now tell me , why do they change ? why is the need to change ? do they change fr the good ? or they change fr the worse of them ? do they change fr love ? or they change fr other people to envy them ? do they think abt th people surrounding them when they change ? don't they miss th people around them ? or they change fr the sake of changing ? or attention ? or they change because they feel forlorn ? or they need th change in life ? are we suppose to be happy when people change ? or we're suppose to be sad ? or just accept what they're changing fr ? and they tend insensate aft they change ? i feel so choler about this poeple right now . someone , just cogent me abt this poeple . i somehow wish that life should taste as sweet as candy and as beautiful as the flowers blooming in the garden . i'm not trying to be emotinal but , its fact . but all my wishes are just plain old same wishes , but , is it possible ? yes , if you live your life to th fullest . but , life have its ups and downs . if life is so wonderful , of course life will not be a challange from god . Life is a challenge - meet it
Life is a gift - accept it
Life is a sorrow - over come it
Life is a tregedy - face it
Life is a mystery - unfold it - unsolve it
Life is a opportunity - take it
Life is a promise - complete it
Life is a struggle - fight it
Life is a goal - achieve it
Life is love - love it
Life can be adventures - enjoy it
Life is a duty - perform it
Life is a game - out smart it
Life is a beauty - praise it
Life is life - live it - make of something good of it
Labels: - one day they'll thank us .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU ! may all your wishes come true . may allah give you the best of health . and may you succeed in whatever you're doing . thanks fr being there when i need you . you try to understand me and i app. that alot . you always cheer me up when i'm down . we may fight but , not that long . may you live long(amin) . be a good mother , wife and friend . i'll always pray fr you . you're the best mother i've ever got .
morning readers , today as you know , is my ibu birthday . will be going out later to celebrate . but before that i'll be having dance pract . and seriously , i hate myself fr not doing any strech-ing , now i got muscle ache , only god knows , how hurt itis . at last ! i saw mira baby yesterday during pract . we got alot to catch up fr d.e and show fr sentosa . and also that hari raya show . i miss f.i.s already , cause i swear pract is boring without you guys there , right hakim and totot ?
Labels: ; meet you halfway
